yucks. i`m sick.

sians. life ain`t tat good for mi recently.

feel sho "conned".

at firz it was mi and now it`s him who`s in moii previous position.

karma.

guess wat i wan was really too diff.

well, at least i SHLD b happy tat no matter wat he does,

i`m still his gf. ( =

he love mi more for the time being. how much more i duno.

how long more i dun wish to noe.

i`m tryin to be a beta gf yet i`m failing and failing.

guess i shld jux open one eye and close the other,

life wuld b beta.

cherish wat i hab now b4 losing it.

i dun wish to lose him neither do i wan him to get irrtated.

i`ve ardy do moii part if he`s really fair he shld noe wat to do pa.

diaos.

girlfrend [doesn`t equal to] habin all rights.

mayb humans "get into a r/s" ish jux bcuz they dun wish to live alone.

in a r/s

commitments w/o devotion ish nth.

now den i realise maintaning a r/s ish not ez,

and i seriously hope i can overcome it wid him.

( =