yucks. i`m sick.
sians. life ain`t tat good for mi recently.
feel sho "conned".
at firz it was mi and now it`s him who`s in moii previous position.
karma.
guess wat i wan was really too diff.
well, at least i SHLD b happy tat no matter wat he does,
i`m still his gf. ( =
he love mi more for the time being. how much more i duno.
how long more i dun wish to noe.
i`m tryin to be a beta gf yet i`m failing and failing.
guess i shld jux open one eye and close the other,
life wuld b beta.
cherish wat i hab now b4 losing it.
i dun wish to lose him neither do i wan him to get irrtated.
i`ve ardy do moii part if he`s really fair he shld noe wat to do pa.
diaos.
girlfrend [doesn`t equal to] habin all rights.
mayb humans "get into a r/s" ish jux bcuz they dun wish to live alone.
in a r/s
commitments w/o devotion ish nth.
now den i realise maintaning a r/s ish not ez,
and i seriously hope i can overcome it wid him.
( =
