yucks. i`m sick.

sians. life ain`t tat good for mi recently.

feel sho "conned".

at firz it was mi and now it`s him who`s in moii previous position.

karma.

guess wat i wan was really too diff.

well, at least i SHLD b happy tat no matter wat he does,

i`m still his gf. ( =

he love mi more for the time being. how much more i duno.

how long more i dun wish to noe.

i`m tryin to be a beta gf yet i`m failing and failing.

guess i shld jux open one eye and close the other,

life wuld b beta.

cherish wat i hab now b4 losing it.

i dun wish to lose him neither do i wan him to get irrtated.

i`ve ardy do moii part if he`s really fair he shld noe wat to do pa.

diaos.

girlfrend [doesn`t equal to] habin all rights.

mayb humans "get into a r/s" ish jux bcuz they dun wish to live alone.

in a r/s

commitments w/o devotion ish nth.

now den i realise maintaning a r/s ish not ez,

and i seriously hope i can overcome it wid him.

( =

hmm. it`s gonna b another entry bout tings sounding nice yet it isn`t.

hais.

once again i trusted his words yet history`s repeating.

everyting came out frm his mouth yet.......

hais.

or mayb i tot too highly of moiiself.

tinking tat i culd change him and make him healthier.

but actually i can`t.

i mistaken moii position in his heart,

tat`s y pa.

i`m not impt enuff to make changes take place.

well, suan le.

althou he wun noe how happy i m wen he suggested tat

but i guess,

i shld b expecting all these to happen.

higher hopes = gr8er disappointment.

TO ALL THE SEC FOUR`O5

EX -ANDERSONIANS!!

ALL TA BEZ FOR O LVL RESULTS TMR!

JIAYOU!

i`m sho used to tings sounding nice but actually it ain`t.

well, suan le.

normally aft complaining gals wuld say "i dun bother. or can`t b bothered"

but well, if u really dun bother, y complain?

fine. I BOTHER!

AND I`M VEHH BOTHERED BY TISH.

diaos.

at least i`m more fortunate den Audrey.

i SHLD b happy. [thou i`m sulkin.]

and

i shld feel content tat at least he makes an effort to make tings sounds nice.

i jux knew good tings doesn`t las.

nbm.

ders always tmr.

cheers!

i`m not regrettin too.

jux feel lyk complaining. diaos.

weird entry!

muahahahs!

i`ve made moii fonts bigger due to some complains.

lolls.

but the tag board one muz wait and see.

i`m not sure if i rmb the id and the password.

X=

hmm.

CNY`s seriously boring.

y can`t it b jux lyk normal holiz?

wher i can lyk slp late and wake up late.

den slack at home for a while b4 goin out.

"=.=

i`m really lackin of slp recently.

slpin late wakin up EARLY.

>.<

hate visiting relatives place.

thou i only hab to go "pai nian" for one day.

hahs.

feel sho lyk wasting moii time.

i can jux simply spend moii time wid baobei if itz a normal holiz.

sads.

wen to watch I NOT STUPID TOO, again.

hahs!

watched it wid baobei las fri and watched it today.

it`s seriously a nice show lahhs.

u guys shld really go catch it if u hasn`t.

it rawks.

c( x

sians.

mummy`s habin pms again.

jux wana take a break for one day and go meet baobei oso canot.

hais.

life ish sho diff wen u hab a mother who acts lyk a child.

X=

hahs.

it`s been two mths since i`ve blog.

well i`m baq wid new layout.

( =

lazy to put songs.

c( =

tmr`s our fourth mth.

well, it falls on the same day wid the reunion dinner,

sho i doubt we`re goin to be tghr tmr.

might not even hab a chance to see him in a few days times.

hahs.

forget it.

dun even tink he noes.

recently loads of past memories gushed into moii mind.

suddenly rmbed alot of tings.

hahs.

nth to b happy bout cuz it`s all in the past.

diaos.

write sho much oso duno got ppl will read not.

"=.=

ps : to YINGZI and the who eva sec three bball gal

who`s stnding beside her. i don`t feel disgrace bout habin

caiquan as moii bf. sho wat if he`s in ITE? he`s still

schoolin isn`t it?who are you to look dwn on him?

your studies may b beta but i kinda doubt ur character.

it`s not up to both of u to say if it`s

disgraceful or not. it`s MY bf, MY choice. it has nth

to do wid the both of you. pls tink before you

comment on others. oh ya, lastly, i`m happy wid

moii height. ( =

HAPPY 2ND MONTH !

-2811o5-

wheee`

finally 2 mths gone.

gees.

it hasn`t been a smooth mth.

really hope tings will b beta.

c( =

hab been stayin over at baobei galgal`s hse for two days.

hee.

really happy tat i can spend sho much time wid him.

gees.

BAOBEI ! hearts ya lots.

<3

baobei galgal,HAPPY 1ST MTH!

-281o`o5-

taken on our 1st mth at esplande. ( = gees. we wearing the couple tee tat galgal bot. c( = sho shweet of him.
we`re happily attached to each other on 28o9o5. ( =
moii 1st pressie frm galgal on our 1st mth. couple tee.
2nd pressie frm galgal. cell phone sensor. cute hors? hahahas.
3rd pressie. doraemon!!! wahahas. a big 3q to moii baobei galgal. hahas. i`m gonna b wid u as long as u wan mi to. -mhuacks*
moii pressie for baobei galgal. ha. it`s nth compared to wat he`ve gav mi. but still hope he`ll lyk it.

moii dearest galgal and i. c(= at ave 4`s mac. hee.
us again. ha! at galgal`s place. galgal looks slpy. hahas.
cute galgal and i! hahahas. sho chio hors? at chengsan CC.
ha! OURS keys. -i`ve got nth beta to do.-
galgal`s lunch made by mi. it LOOK nice. but act. it sucked. )'= 1st time, no choice. ha!
moii ai xin dinner made by galgal. french toast. it doesn`t look vehh nice but act. it taste good. hahahas.